Hildegarde Lisa Follon: Dark night of the soul.

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Friday, December 18, 2015

Dark night of the soul.

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Sense of betrayal rejected the man who was sitting in front of me. Attractiveness became solely abstention. There was no way that could bring me again into that fluent dance-experience where you feel constant guidance which pushes you forward. The driving energy was cut off from the organic feeling of our dance. Louking and I were unable to handle the contra weights of our relation. It kept us stuck into ideals and convictions that didn’t go along with any of the directions that we indicated. We became even blind for it. Spiraling movement became a downtime. We lost connection with the heart of our friendship. We lost the sky in our limiting beliefs which were seen as the ultimate truth and nothing than the truth.

Last supper was served. It was a moment which consciousness had chosen to become aware of the truth namely the illusion that kept me separated. This time it would be an awareness that would rise from my own being without Louking by my side.
That same evening I left to my parental home in order to obtain clarity. Fear surrounded me in the soul of the black night. Thousands of questions arose on the horizon. It stayed silent. Despair clung very heavy to the primordial substance, so severely that only surrender could liberate me.

And so I did.

Diary Jasmine:

It was like all these years with Louking were merged into a higher power that freed me from attachments so that I could let go.

At dawn my being was cleansed and baptized with all colors that were united within.

At sunrise the complete unification became clear. My eyes opened, my feet went downstairs. They walked to the living room where my hand took the phone and dialed Louking's number. His voice at the other side listened to the soul that told him that it would never return to him.

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I left with one suitcase. Some clothes, books, my writings and my diary Jasmine were inside.

All other things were left behind.

It was never regretted the fourteen years of intense suffering were left aside.

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